i sorta got into thinking yesterday while i was at work...
got pretty depressed coz i realized something. i mean i knew it all along, but yesterday i REALIZED it!
i did my page mostly for my friends so they can catch up on what i've been up to and see what's going on as soon as i've moved.
but no one seems to care... no "hey" in my guestbook, no "hey" in an email or no comments anywhere.... and the only ones that do, are my old friends from malta. my german friends.... nevermind. (ok, with the exeption of my colleagues)
it made me realize that german people will allways be german people, and i've never seen a country where it's SO DIFFICULT to make and KEEP friends.
i mean how difficult is it to give someone a call, sms, or mail at least once every half year?!?!?!?!
it's funny, now i understand why gaby was pissed off at me a while ago... i'm feeling the same way now and i thank her for not letting me become a GERMAN!!!!
and it's also funny that my addressbook in my mobile got deleted, and the only numbers i have in there now is of my honey and my friends abroad, because those are the only ones that have bothered writing me the last month.
i guess i'll save a lot of money now, now i CAN'T write any more sms to ppl here (and never get an answer anyways).
i think i might translate this into german so IF anyone reads this, i hope they get into thinking. but i know things won't change and i can't wait to have at least one real and true friend around me in september :)

okay gotta get back to work...