less than 10 weeks until dubai, the next 4 weeks i sit at work and do jack shit, and the rest i'm off! good, coz i have lots to do, wish i could start now but NOOO i have to drive to work and sit there and drive back home. what a waste of time. hopefully i can go into my colleagues company for a couple of weeks.

saturday thomas and i were at the dentist and then we went grocery shopping when i suddenly had my "almost" faint attac.
it's so weird, it happens like once every three months but it happens SO fast that i can't do anything about it.
i was just gonna pay when it hit me. i just managed to tell thomas that he should let me pass, that he should pay and that i was gonna go up to the car. he let me pass but i never made it to the elevator coz i couldn't SEE anything! my eyes were open but all i saw was black. thomas kept on saying stuff but i could barely hear either. so i just stood there all white in my face, sweating, holding on to something. (thomas also told me that i stood on his foot for like 3 minutes... hahaha)
then thomas finished paying and led me to the elevator where i finally started seeing again! i mean it happens so fast and leaves so fast again! but one of the worst things is that i also feel like puking, so i have to fight against that as well!
gonna go to a doc about that but i doubt he can do anything.
went to an eye doc yesterday coz i've got an eye infection, but since he's got holidays i had to go to this other doc who's completely stupid and gave me drops that i can put on my lenses... and said "if it doesn't get better till next week, go see your other doctor" ... OKAY

orite gonna go for a little walk now i think

WHOWWWWWWWW

THANK YOU JADE!
Jade has organized a meeting for me with the embassador of the UAE here in Berlin... GREAT!!!! Maybe he can answer some of my questions and help me a little! Just called them and made an appointment for tomorrow at 11 am! wooooaaaa cool wicked yahoo!