I've slept so much these past days.... it's 2:30 am and I'm still up. But that's also because there was this HUGE fire across from my house! Man I've never seen so many firemen at once. After 4 hours they've now finally managed it.
Got my application photo done today... ain't looking too good.

Today and tomorrow I have to get everything done, Friday we're off to Thomas' parents and then Saturday to Dubai.
I still can't believe we have an interview with the DSO! YAY!
I'm so glad Kristin is taking care of my cats while we're gone. But we seriousely don't see eachother often enough :-(

Parents are in Australia right now... bet they're having fun!

Finally managed to mail Gaby more often... all is good now (I hope!). Daryl wrote me today, that was a surprise! How cool to hear from my first love ;-)

Just spoke to Jade... HAHA on Sunday I'm gonna seeeeee heeerrrrrrr :-D

bought a suit today...
size 34! nothing in 36 fits me anymore! what the hell? and when i look in the mirror i still see chubby angie.
i don't know what's going on.
my lips are still chapped, for weeks now. no matter how much crap i put on them, in the morning they bleed and during the day they peel... and hurt.
why???????

bonjour digggggi!
e-bay's got this thing going on that if you find some sort of logo, you get a thousand euro... and they give you a hint.
tried it... LOL NO CHANCE! sick and tired of ebay now.
got a mail from jade confirming that i can wear a suit to the wedding, yea! cool. so friday i'm gonna go out an look for one.

laterz

hola digi!
i actually managed to get up with thomas yesterday morning to put up the x-mas tree... but having my moms tree in mind, mine looks pathetic. oh well, at least i have one :-D

i chatted to anna ... man i can't believe she's married! she's living with her man in the US and is celebrating her marriage in malta in 2006. i hope i can make it because that would be such a cool thing to see everyone again (depending on who comes ;-) )

so, 19 days left till we visit jade in dubai, yea! I'm so excited! I bought a dress today for her friends wedding there. I'd rather wear a suit with a tie though... we'll see.

grannie send me a letter today with pictures of africa and ireland for my homepage. kewl.

my car's reached 70000 km today!

gotta go wash the dishes now.

hui digi
16:41
man how screwed up are we?
last night we stayed up again till around 3 am. since it was so late, we decided not to go sleep and to go to sleep early the next day, since thomas would have to get up tomorrow at 4 am for work anyways. so we played a pc game together till around 6 am. i was SO tired then that i had to go to bed, but i wanted to get up at 10. but NOOOO i didn't even HEAR my alarm, so i, we, slept till 4 pm! so i just got up and thomas is still sleeping. he's gonna try to sleep till he has to get up for work (which is another 12 hours, haha, he's not gonna make it).
well so i'm up now. and it's already dark outside. don't know what to do.
at 20:15 i wanna watch zoolander and then i think i'm gonna go back to bed as well. since it's st. nicholas day tomorrow i wanna surprize schatz.... hmmm. i think i'll put up the christmastree when he's off for work, and then go buy chocolate in the morning and put it under the tree.
maybe petra will come online for a little chat....

oh yea and i wanted to add for the record: i havn't had bad dreams for the past 3 days! that is so amazing realizing that it's starting to get bettter after having the most realistic nightmares for the past 2 months... every night! I feel much better now after i wake up. let's just hope it stays this way.

alright, off to work on my homepage some more.

hello digi
man i can't believe i actually slept till 3 pm!
i phoned mom & dad right away to see what they're up to... dad said he'll try to send me those ireland pix, i really hope so! But if i keep on working at this pace, my page will be ready tomorrow. It's just all the pictures i wanna put in that's taking me forever. I can't wait to show it to everyone when i'm done...
Schatzie is cooking for me right now, but i'm gonna go help him a bit ;-)
Maybe i'll update later

20:21 - Just chattet a bit with Petra. Man i wish i could just come down there to Malta and party with her and Ivana... Just for a weekend.... *sigh*
Food was really good... we're starting to become really good cooks :-D
Gonna make pics of my hamster now for the homepage.

hey digi
i've started quite a few online diaries but i never manage to keep them going for more than a week!

well so my homepage punkybrewster.de is starting to look like something... but since dad doesn't wanna help me out with the ireland pix, it'll take a while till it's finished :P

got a mail from gaby today... i knew she was gonna write that because she usually writes back faster when she's not pissed off at me. i wish she could understand that i just don't feel like talking to anyone right now, and just writing a mail telling her hello and nothing new has happend is pathetic. and i know no one can help me with my problems right now so i don't feel like telling anyone about them.
gabz but please don't be mad at me coz of that! The last thing i need is ppl being pissed at me.

I really need to call the DSO tomorrow to ask the guy if my boyfriend and I are gonna have an interview with him or not, coz if yes i need to go out and buy a suit or something. But i'm sorta a chicken when it comes to that.....

We went shopping today to look a dress for Jades friends wedding, and i found a really nice one, but it was too short! LOL

I made some nice chicken with mushrooms today (yes mom, mushrooms!) and Gizmo (my male cat) found it nice as well, so he started eating some of it. Then Chewy (one of my 2 female cats) started begging so i gave all 3 cats all of the chicken... well Chewy loved it so much that she forgot to chew before swallowing it, and after an hour she puked everything out! What an idiot!

Okie dokie gonna work some more on my homepage....